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Here is something which I could never be able to express …but as I feel heavy hearted and woebegone all I could do is convert it into words…as this is something which nobody could understand.

How much I want to open up my heart;

In front of someone I could trust;

A shoulder to lean is all I need;

While my heart is left to bleed;

All I want to do is scream, cry in front of someone;

Without thinking, that crying might be a sign of weakness.

Hurt and mockery cause me pain,
as it engulfs and swirls in my brain,
while I want to weep under the pouring rain,
and my mind would slowly goes insane...

I have suffered because I had no luck;

Or maybe I am not a hypocrite;

But I have lost the peace I have always cherished;

And now as I stand here all I feel is abandoning this feeling….