GARDEN OF THOUGHTS...

In the midst of this fussy world;

The sound of that broken song seems so plangent;

The resemblance of beauty with imagination was always pleasant;

Yet the garden of mental imagery was incomplete.

I had that beautiful picture of nursery in my mind since childhood;

It still propagates somewhere;

Making the reflection of whiteness a bit dimmer than usual.

Fading away with the passage of time;

Accompanied with the events of joy and sorrow;

some have a blur impression;

But i have managed to amass  them;

And hopefully my garden of thoughts will always remain with me...

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Here is something which I could never be able to express …but as I feel heavy hearted and woebegone all I could do is convert it into words…as this is something which nobody could understand.

How much I want to open up my heart;

In front of someone I could trust;

A shoulder to lean is all I need;

While my heart is left to bleed;

All I want to do is scream, cry in front of someone;

Without thinking, that crying might be a sign of weakness.

Hurt and mockery cause me pain,
as it engulfs and swirls in my brain,
while I want to weep under the pouring rain,
and my mind would slowly goes insane...

I have suffered because I had no luck;

Or maybe I am not a hypocrite;

But I have lost the peace I have always cherished;

And now as I stand here all I feel is abandoning this feeling….

I WISH TO BE A CHILD AGAIN....

I don’t remember when;

Skipping every rock on the pond;

My childhood is forever gone;

I took it all for granted;

Standing near the hearth for warm;

Never realized how cold it was for the unfortunate ones.

I wish I could walk my way back to those innocent years;

Skipping the pain and miseries;

Where I always try to hold back my tears.

The guiltless face of childhood still appeals me from within;

As all of us have changed from then;

And there is no need for me to pretend.

Lately I have been missing all those days;

And I often feel the urge to cry;

Why couldn’t everything stay forever?

Why must we all have to say goodbye.

These years have passed in the blink of an eye;

The childhood friendship still lingers in my heart;

And those friendships we had have faded quickly.

I look back on those memories often;

As every person does;

And realize how much I wish to be a child again;

How much I wish to be a child again……